Codex - XI

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Life is lived forward, but experiences are understood backwards

Time reveals the Truth,

the tempo shows intent.

Be direct, don't waste time.

Overthinking and complicating

allows doubt and complaints

to gain and become excuses.

If someone does not help

with the first ask, move on.

Remind Self to help yourself.

Don't waste time.

Some will not help,

only giving quotas

for their own benefit.

To beg for help over and over again

is a waste of time.

It only gives control to the person who denies.

There is always a possiblity

to normalize a relationship.

Begging is not worthy of Self.

Time is the most precious resource.

The time I gave my unconditional,

provided the incredible gift later,

of the gift returned to myself

once it was no longer needed.

Love and Believe in yourself unconditionally.

But first it has to be learned from giving.

That is the great experience of giving,

your unconditional to others,

can be given within.

It has to be learned and experienced,

instead of just words and seeing,

one has to have the courage to do it

with no ask in return.

A leap of Faith to do something without reward.

It takes humilty to keep doing

when someone is cruel.

It made it all the more pure,

which I am grateful for to my family

under the Desert Sun.

It made me kinder to balance their cruelty.

Only then can you give the gift

of unconditional to Self,

when you pass the Test,

But Trust conditionally always.

Conditional Trust reveal the cruelty in others.

Once you experience it, learn from it

and still continue doing your Best.

Let your Best never be stopped

by comparison of rewards or punishment.

Best Effort is the Best intention,

but learn to Trust conditionally.

Time is the measurement.

It reveals Truth or belief.

Truth remains, belief changes.

Separate the two

make better decisions

of who you can trust.

Judge only in others if they are worthy of Trust.

Judge yourself truly.

Be direct, don't waste time.

Overthinking and complicating

allows doubt and complaints

to gain and become excuses.

Judge on first attempt.

If answer is not what you wanted,

try again after fixing mistakes.

Don't try to negotiate with Self on judgement.

The truth is often unpleasant,

as often untrue as the pleasant.

It takes courage to see the Truth,

some will not seek it and have to rely on belief.

Some dont' have the strength to face

uncertainty about Self.

Only by testing the Truth

can you be truly certain about Self.

Which is the real goal in life,

in my humble opinion

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