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Codexe5 - XII

  • Writer: Operator
    Operator
  • Apr 2
  • 5 min read

Updated: 7 hours ago

UnPrint: unFinished 12 of 64

Started: 4/2/25
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Genre: Philosophy


 


 
Effort is the spirit in the mind that has to be one with your body. It is easy to place belief on yourself, but harder to follow through and find the truth if that belief is true.

All this time I have wondered what separated myself from others and it is Effort.

If Effort goes towards both what I want to do and what I need to do. Want is easy for effort, but often leads to things that don't matter.

Need is harder, it takes discipline and will power. Effort and will is the key, not Effort to only towards want.

You must learn from both.

Effort must be placed on one's own word or thoughts. They defines Self.

Words given are a promise to Self. A word is a decision when given, to do what you say. Those that don't keep theirWord are breaking for two, for Self and other. It is a repetition that becomes the norm, and they can only remember the wants of Words not kept.

In the Metronome I kept my Word, without being effected at the other. My best is to keep my word because I know the importance of the repetition and habits that form if not kept. I was not always so disciplined to keep my Word, until I saw what it does when not kept.

Decisions are made every day, but when a Word is made to Self or another, those are the most important ones. They are the proimises that shape who you are. To never keep yoru Word means you don't beleive they are important to keep. They are. Or else you can not do without your Word and just survive on what is needed in the moment.

To survive in Life is a sad existence, a helpless to the Fate created by Self. Destiny is never that important, what will be will be, but to create your Destiny anyway you can except keep your Word would make you like Certain, who can't see, she is Lost.

Taking everyuthing without thinking of hte cost to Self is short sighted and will eventually lead to no longer having sight of Life. To beg for Trust in others while you betrya trust to Self. She begs for it through charm, and mainpulation and feels that is the only way she can gain, no matter what.

Certain and I were opposite with our no matter what. For me to keep my word, and for her no matter what, I will get what I want at the cost of my Word that can easily be excused.

Time is the measurement of the Word, if it remains kept true through Time.

If not, the Word only lasted in one moment, discarded and untrue. Primosed should never be so easily disposed or else the promised need to keep will stay the same state, unimportant.


 



 
First Draft

Write everything when when inspired. Get your first version down and know another round will fix. Focus, write it down the first time with the freedom to say what you want. Courage. Go to the border of what you can do on a a first draft. Speed will overcome doubt and complaints.

If it doesn't work, delete it and move one. Truth that matter remains, it will show up somewhere in your writing. Unlimited. More will be learned. More will be learned because it is unknown before written. Speed will overcome failures and humilty. Balance of quantity, lot more failures. but more work.

 

Write only when you know it is the best. Get the final version down and know it is ready. Focus, finished writed down the final version with final say of what you envision. Control. Borders is found of what is done on first draft. Power will overcome doubt and complaints.

If it doesn't work, more revisions and work. Truth that matters remains and you want to keep it in this writing. Limited. What is learned is learned. Less will be learned because it is known and written.  Power will overcome the faulures and humilty. Limits. Less will be learned because it has to be ready before written. Balance of quality, less failures, but less work.

Final Draft


 


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Be


Let the flow just go without concern. Marathon of doing, since the only control is the focus in doing.

 

Control the flow and be concerned. Sprints of doing, since control of everything causes breaks to control.


Control

 










don't try because it won't be good.




Mistake is made. Correct mistake. Act of correction improves. No excuses, just correction. Growth is focused on improving.


 


Mistake is made. Ignore correction. Ignore of correction detiorates. Excuses, justification of why not corrected. Growth is focused on avoiding.






Coint of Truth Continuity



 


Coin of Trute of Moment



 


Need


Do what is needed. Clearly define what is needed, place in Overwatch program. Focus. Priority and focus to get it done as soon as possible. Finish so you can work on what you need. Best effort to getting the things that need to be done. Ignore the useless, stay focused.

 

Do what is wanted. Unclear what is wanted but place in Overwatch program. Unfocus. No priority and just work on what interests you in the moment. Start so you can work on new things. Best effort to find fun things to do that don't need to get done. Roam focus, and do what pleases you, including useless.

Want



 




Learn by doing


Learn by doing. Effort in trying one's best. Failures help grow. Pride Blue, "Don't Know." Continues to learn. Learns more. Uncertain. Open knowledge gains with Blue Pride. Adapts. Don't know, don't care. Learns what is is uncertain. Unlimited. Learns faster. Can learn anything without worrying.


 


Learn by not doing. Effort is tryings one's best. Success helps maintain. Pride Red, "I am Right." Finished learning. Learns finish. Certain. Protects knowledge gained with Red Pride. Preserves. Do know, do care. Learns what is certain. Limited. Learns slowly. Can learn anything with worry.


Learn by Seeing and Hearing


 

Luck




Luck and unluck are the same.


Only difference is perpective.


Best effort is best intention, rewarded luck perpective. Luck because you did your best. Nothing else you could do. Positive in the knowledge and no guilt of what if done more. No anxiety or stress of what if. Best effort protects from what ifs, since all was done. Truth is known and accepted. Truth is its own reward.


 

Less effort is less intention, rewarded unluck perspective. Unluck because you know you could do more. More could have been done. Complaints in the knowledge and guilt of what if done more. Anxiety and stress of what if. Less effort harms from what ifs, since more could be done. Truth is known and not accepted. Truth is used to reward.


Only difference is perpective.


Unluck and Luck are the same.



 


 

XI Metronome


Time is the perfect metronome

swinging in a perpetual pendulum

from past to present


a second can go by in an eternity

an eternity can fee like a second


Time is relative to space


If you write enough

you can sometimes catch a pulse of yourself

from the past to present


 

from the present to past

you can sometimes learn from your past self

If you've written enough



Time is relative to experience.


an eternity can go by in a second

a second can feel like an eternity


Time is an imperfect metronome

a pendulum that swings to a rhythm

from present to past.



 


 
 
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